The Traveler I Am Today Was Built in Silence

I didn’t expect the end to come this quietly.
No final post.
No thank-you thread.
Just a conversation,
and the weight of it all settling in my chest.
Laid off.
Not because I didn’t work hard.
But because the work didn’t move fast enough.
Because in a world chasing numbers,
slow growth feels like failure.
But here’s what they don’t see
I showed up every day.
With half a laptop and full heart.
Learning, adjusting, creating.
Trying to turn silence into story.
Trying to build something real.
I didn’t fake the captions.
I didn’t copy trends.
I wrote from a place deeper than data
a place where meaning lives.
And maybe that’s the problem.
Maybe I cared too much
about truth and not enough
about reach.
Still, I don’t regret it.
Because the traveler I am today
was not built in success.
He was built in slow mornings,
uncertain endings,
and the quiet decision to keep going
even when no one clapped.
This is not just a job loss.
It’s a layer of my becoming.
Another lesson in detaching worth
from work.
So no I don’t have the next step figured out.
But I have movement in my bones
and stories still inside me.
I am not done.
Not even close.
And if this silence is teaching me anything,
it’s that creation is still mine
even without a platform.
Let the layoff be what it is.
But let me be who I’m becoming.